Clearing the clutter

When we do things that we shouldn't have despite of having knowledge of what the outcome of doing them would be.
When we say things that we shouldn't have because some secrets should be locked in that little box in your heart and never to be said out loud.
When you cannot forgive yourself for doing it all, saying it all.
When you cannot stop admonishing yourself for being the fool.
Take a moment, reminisce it all again and then say to yourself, 'Yes I made more mistakes, yes I know it was a big deal and I've been extremely faulty but now instead of thinking about it as a chapter of shame and regret, I shall think of it as a lesson well learnt!'

Sigh...

Rather than trying so hard to be a part of a group, you should try to be yourself because only that makes sense.
Then again 'Be yourself' gives rise to 'Who am I' and 'How do I be myself'...
To know this, we are breathing. I hope, I will be enlightened of it someday.

I hate it when people put me in a dilemma.
Office politics- No matter how hard you try to stay out of it, it doesn't spare you.
I've decided, instead of feeling pressurized that I might hurt anyone or make "enemies", I won't care as much, breathe freely and be the way I am and not how they want me to be. To hell with them and their issues!
When it comes to those special ones in your life, it's fine to be affected for a while but people who are not all that significant shouldn't impact you.

Phew...

It's very important to not let your core self get affected by other people's life otherwise you end up living their life instead of your own.
With me, sometimes I'm able to do so and sometimes I just can't!

Don't you worry child- Swedish House Mafia

Changing scenarios!

Change. Why are we so resistant about it always without even knowing whether its good or bad?!
When you have something great going on, you would hate to have things changed even a bit because you are so comfortable and happy with the way things are. But, you know as they say, change is the only constant thing in the Universe so its inevitable.
Again, in such a scenario, where everything is "perfect", you will hate to see anything new happening. Because that "new" is unknown, uncertain and unpredictable. We tend to think negative because we believe that it can't get any better. We are having the best time of our life here if there is something new, a change, it can only make it worse because there is no better after the best.
But, in reality, who knows what "best", "perfect" or "worst" is?
How do you decide that?
How can you be so sure that nothing better or worse, as the case may be, will happen?

Haha, I know it all but still wouldn't like to accept.

What's New?

When you meet new people, you connect real good with some of them while you don't click with the rest.
New people come in life with a new set of expectations. I'm not talking about what they would be expecting from you, I'm speaking of the expectations you will build up in your mind.
Its very important to know how to detach yourself from certain people, things, situations. To lead a happy life one has to learn how to detach.

Living in the moment.

Everything fades away - Poets of Fall 

Suddenly life has started running at a jet speed, it feels as though I'm losing some of the very important things. in the meanwhile. I hope its only a feeling and not actual.

Yesterday while I was returning home in a BEST bus, a lady was being troubled by a lecherous creep. I was sitting on the seat ahead of her so I couldn't see what was happening. Suddenly this guy standing near my seat started abusing that creep very badly. It broke my sleep and I had no clue what was happening, then of course I came to know when others also yelled and abused the creep and threw him out of the bus. What was appalling, the lady never uttered a word, she was simply sitting there and letting this asshole touch herself! If women keep taking it all, staying mum in fear, they are not worth any sympathy. Sexual harassment will keep on happening. When you don't speak up, it leads to consent because silence can be interpreted in any way. And, not always, will there be someone who will fight for you!

  

one by two

Office.
Sometimes its just us, we over-think. The other person is not always the bad guy.

People are not that difficult to deal with, we make ourselves believe that they are. I know, I too have umpteen times said that its not a cinch being around people rather being happy around them but eventually I always realize it never was a big deal.

Another thing that got me thinking was, whether to say it out or not?
For say, when having a conversation with a bunch of people, you have so many things in head that you can say but you choose to stay mum. How does it matter if you speak your heart?
Now, there are countless reasons why you don't say it but for how long will this continue?
There will be a time when you'll stop not talking, when you'll start being yourself. So why not do it right away!

I think I shouldn't have done it, that thing. But now, it's all said and done so rather than fretting about it, I should do something constructive.

Home.
Feel, speak, enjoy, love, live, cry, suffer, make mistakes, be outrageous, apologize, learn, discover yourself!
Now is what we have. Who knows world might really end on 21/12/12!!
Haha...
What if it actually does?

When you wonder about death, you realize who are the ones that truly matter to you and you would wish to spend more time with them before everything is over.
If believing in 21/12/12 helps you express your love to your loved ones, then you are not as stupid as people would think!

I love Mumbai. People here can be as sweet as bitter they are! Confusing naa?? That's how we are.

Adele-Skyfall. Love it like crazy!

P.S.: I wrote half the post at work but then I got busy so I saved it as a draft and now added more and posted, hence the title!

Weekends and me

Expectations- The entire world, happenings and non-happenings, everything basically revolves around them!

Weekdays are going better than weekends.
New people and new life have taken over me...

Last weekend I remember my friend saying I've changed and that things are not as they used to be.
I pondered over this for quite sometime and concluded that either I'm being selfish or its that friend... I couldn't decide who though...

Weekends- This is the first time in life that I know how weekends look like.

....
What happened to us?
We weren't like this before!
Its not just me but you too.
You have someone to hold on to, I don't.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself and be considerate.

Right now, only reading can help me so I'll get back to my book!

Post no. 200

Surrounded by strangers only, I'm thrown out of my comfort zone and I'm liking it. I'm looking forward to take what life has to offer me. After all, how different can people be! We are all similar at heart.

What makes you beautiful-One Direction

There is so much to learn, I realize everyday
How bad my intellect is, I realize everyday
How willing I'm to learn, I realize everyday

And,
Men are shit! I don't think I need to elucidate the veracity of this statement!