Monday, January 28, 2013

Just me...

No matter how much you try to put me down, I'll still somehow manage to gather the courage to stand up and start trudging...
I don't know whether I'll ever make it, but I'm not gonna sit back and watch life just pass by me.
No, I'm not over-confident as you always say... as a fact I'm no where even close to confidence.
All I have is hope; hope that I am on the right path, that my dreams can come true, that I'll make you proud someday...

I wish...
Why do we wish so much!



Sunday, January 27, 2013

When there's always someone or the other to talk to, you feel suffocated by the presence of too many in your life.
When there's no one available to covey your feelings or vent out your emotions or just talk aimlessly, you feel suffocated due to the presence of that emptiness in your life.
Strange aren't we, never satisfied.

And then,
No matter how hard you try to fit in, you just can't because you are not meant to be one of them so isn't it advisable to just be yourself. "Be yourself", as easy as it is to say these two profound words, it is as difficult to always inculcate it in life, per se!

Currently listening to:
Greyhound- Swedish House Mafia
Diamonds- Rihanna
Levels- Avicii
Perfect- Pink (speaks to my heart, always) 
Cold Addiction- Day of fire
Coastal cities- Relief

I've observed, eventually everything boils down to acceptance. What you do has to be accepted, how you do it has to accepted, when you do it has to be accepted... all in all, You have to be accepted!
By whom? That's subjective but it'll always be this one person or if not that, society.
People may deny the importance of acceptance but it is one of the fundamental characteristics of human nature and behavior.

Being a people pleaser and not being able to say no, leads to identity crises or rather adds to it!

I'd gone for the Standard Chartered Mumbai Marathon- Dream run, on the 20th of this month. It was awesome. With the enormous crowd. different types of music playing loud and various vibrant colors around, I could truly feel the spirit of Mumbai.
People from certain NGO's promoting their objects, brands and big corporates promoting their products, people supporting causes, Delhi rape protesters, people participating just for fun, people participating for fitness and health, people participating to experience being part of the marathon, people participating for showing off their status and money, disabled people taking part to motivate themselves and others and to feel more alive, street children and beggars just running along asking for free water bottles, money and food... Mumbai was on the streets!  

Monday, January 14, 2013

In dilemma

Its nearing, the decision day, where I'll be the decision-maker. I'll have to choose one out of the two doors destiny has offered me.
Up until now I haven't really given it a thought but I'll have to now...

Should I consider the 'what-ifs' or not?
If I do, I'm over-thinking.
If I don't, I'm not being prudent and cautious.

I have always believed that Mr God gives us options and we are the ones who have to choose. Our destiny depends on whichever door we opt to enter. Knowingly or unknowingly, its we who choose our future.

So, it's okay to be scared. That's normal.

And anyway, it's always okay to feel afraid. Being a human being, you should feel every emotion. One should take fear as just another emotion.
Just think about that sigh of relief or the big grin that comes after you conquer over the fear...

Numb- Rihanna

 

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Happy New Year!

2013 is here...

A new start... again!
More unfolding of mysteries. Some more good days and bad days waiting, new memories to be made.

I had an awesome 31st. Things have been so positive until now, I hope this continues.

2012 didn't start off that well but it ended beautifully.
I'm living a whole new life. Mr God has been gracious enough towards me.

Friends-Happiness.