Capricorn. Really?

There are too many things I'm not satisfied with currently.
Yes, we are never satisfied and eventually it is your way of looking at things.
Perhaps I'm taking life at large very negatively but that's how the situation is right now. I can't really help it, and I'm allowed to be mad at certain people and certain things; I have allowed myself, to be precise.

*Sigh*

Nothing and no person can help me here... I don't need any help anyway. I've always been self-sufficient in such situations.
I've lost count of the number of times I get this kind of feeling or I get stuck in such situations. Though this one is not as bad.

Anyway, moving on... (I have too)
Today, for an hour we did not have any work in office, so I was googling about zodiac signs. Capricorn especially, since that's me. I don't really believe in it, the horoscope, but whatever gives me hope for positive things to come always makes me feel good.
This is not the first time I've read about my sun sign, and I've always felt that I'm not a typical Capricornian. There are many prominent traits of Capricornains, which I lack. Not that it makes any difference; it's just an observation. On the other hand, there are certain characteristics of Capricornians that totally define me.
Perhaps, that's how it is for everyone, when it comes to zodiac.
But, I don't feel like a Capricornian, however silly it may sound.

Perhaps I played satan...

I remember praying for a petty thing to Mr. God. It was a silly wish but the way in which He granted that wish is something I had never imagined.
I'm sorry... if at all I was the reason behind this happening to you...
This is not the first time Mr. God has made me realize that one should always be careful about what they are wishing for because you never know in what way will it be granted.
It may be stupid on my part to feel so but the co-incidence is such that I shall consider myself guilty for life...

Now I know how Gretel felt...

What previously appeared as a dreamland, now looks like a slaughter-house decorated with candy and cream.

I have lost all sense of right and wrong, good and bad, life and death.
Not that I had much of it before...

 

Tears don't help anymore, but they still won't give up...

Trying to see the brighter side

Sometimes the glass seems half empty and sometimes it seems half full.
It's not the attitude you have invariably, it is the attitude you choose to have for different situations.

Vibes- I so believe in them

It's been three years that I've been into writing but somehow I still hesitate calling myself a writer

Somethings in life have to be bad, they just can't change because that's how Mr God wants it to be.

Too many things going on in my mind, regarding people around me. I wish I could set my anger free...

One should ALWAYS try to see the brighter side. That's what I've always believed and followed. Yes cribbing is allowed to a certain extent as that is normal I believe. But, I do look at the brighter side of life. :)

Also,
When you are single, you expect more from your "friends" and somehow even if they do as much as they can, its just never enough. That's why you should always have some other single friends around. And this is not just me, its an observation and was also a topic of discussion between me and a single friend. ;)

Expectation is a funny word.
But never forget to question yourself whether you are able to meet their expectations, before accusing them.

It was one of those black days today, when life seemed unfair and all the dirt from the past made my eyes burn.

There are times when you feel like what do they care about whatever you go through in life and then you realize that even if they do, it doesn't really matter.