In the light of positivism...

It's so easy to be negative. Being negative about those important ones in your life, about those important events in your life, about those moments that haven't yet transpired but they just might and... about your ownself! 


What is arduous and tough... is being positive! Being positive about those important ones in your life, about those important events in your life, about those moments that haven't yet transpired but they just might and... about your ownself! 


As they say, it's the tougher and onerous road that leads you to the right thing! Positivism can never mislead you!


I don't know how many have actually discerned that thinking negatively is actually a cinch! I myself took a very long time to learn this (circa 21 yrs)... But then as I always say, better late than never! And since that day, when I veritably had this epiphany, being positive has not been all that difficult and it gives me strength, to deal with issues and most importantly, to deal with myself!


Then there are those silly negativity pangs that come to you, after all you are a human! And it's all up to you, how you deal with it... do you let that poisonous and baleful moment take over your mind and make you do wrong things and wrong talks OR you somehow with a little calmness and patience manage to combat it so that no one gets hurt!


"Do not be satisfied with the stories that come before you. Unfold your own myth."- Jalalludin Rumi


Just always be grateful to God for what you have rather than blaming Him for what He hasn't provided you with! Before holding Him culpable, look at yourself and contemplate for a moment, 'Do I really deserve what I am demanding from Him?'
It will do a world of good to you! 

Fully Loaded!

Sheww!
Okay so... One day after ages I talk to people and interact a little and here I am loaded with behemothic & colossal amount of information to handle, out which some is supposed to be a secret!
Haha...  Ohhh Good God... it's really too much for me to handle... too many mixed emotions and feelings! I really tried to vent it all out by writing out all what I felt, everywhere possible because I couldn't say out loud but it still didn't leave my mind alone so here I am blogging it out!
I feel funny! I am just smiling and laughing in awe!
Shit man... Mr God is really awesome at his job of making life so damn unpredictable! I seriously can't stop laughing! The event that has happened is not even close to funny but I am finding it to be so! Only I know the reason (and Mr God, Of course)! ;) :P

Sigh... Everyone out there (and by everyone I mean EVERYONE) is looking for love or falling in love or making love! Haha.... No offense to anyone but I find it a little tickling! No, not that I am saying it's wrong or anything so don't get me wrong... just that everyone I've spoken to today since noon, has spoken on this subject or things that linger around this subject!

Man... It's like an overdose!
Either love and relationships are really over-rated by everyone or I under-rate them (at times)... One out of the two is certainly correct!

I did not study the entire day and I am feeling guilty about it because with the amount of portion left I should be licking my books and swallowing each word in them like crazy but unfortunately I am not doing it... nonetheless I shall do that now on...

Oh my! It was one mad day but now that it's gone I should concentrate on the eminently important thing i.e. my big exam!


To one of my super bestie... I love that you consider me SO important in your life and I also love to be prioritized (who doesn't!) ... so please continue doing that, okay!! Love you loads, always and forever! 

It's been weeks and Adele has been on my playlist incessantly, love her voice!
So long bloggy doggy!

P.S.: I HATE SUMMER!! IT AGGRAVATES ME EVEN INDOORS!

Just a reminder of my existence!!! ;)

Being socially dysfunctional is not a big deal! I hope people stop making it one!

A piece of a preposterous conversation with a preposterous freak::
S.O.B.: Ohho... you keep your phone switched off and avoid socializing! You are heading for a rank...


Me: No, nothing like that I am in total contact with the ones I want to be in touch with! Moreover I am not even through with my portion once yet...still trying to scrape through it somehow...
[Inner Me: Shut the fuck up and mind your own business!!]


S.O.B.: What is the point in shutting off the world like that? 


Me: I haven't turned my back to the entire world as such... I don't want to get any distractions as it is I always try to sneak out of studying so these are kinda self imposed restrictions so that I at least manage to clear... and as I said I still am in very good contact with a few friends!
[Inner Me: I like doing that! Do you have a problem with that you moronic chump?! Why do you want to scrutinize my life and my actions? Take the hint .... I don't wanna talk to you! Wait a minute... why am I giving any sort of clarifications?! Resh hush-up! Stop talking!!]


S.O.B.: Very determined I must say! But you always do this... kuch hua nai ki phone band! You love switching off the phone kya?


Me: No re... I seldom do that.... Now, this is your perspective , I can't really help it!
[Inner Me: So what! Why the hell is it bothering you so much?! Ohh dude... Please kill yourself...please just shoot yourself right now!!]


S.O.B: Perspective?! Where did that come from? I just listed the fact that I've come across many times...


Me: Well... if you say so... 
[Inner Me: You fucking freak... come, come sue me for shutting off that fucking phone! I am really not getting this? My life, my wish! What is your fucking problem!! aaaaaaarrrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!]


S.O.B.: Gah... you'll never accept! I toh don't understand your reasons...


Me: I think it shouldn't really matter to you!! Anyway listen... something just came up so I'll catch you later... ok?
[Inner Me: Okay that's it! I am totally ticked off!!!]


S.O.B.: yaa okay... but that is if your phone will be on!!


Me: Haha... sure... Bye. Take care!
[Inner Me: You bloody fucking asshole, go to fucking hell! Mr God please break his cell-phone and his nose too... Please it's a humble request! As it is his face looks distorted, so if he like falls right on his face then that might do a little help to the poor little bastard!! So if not for my sake, at least for his betterment... please do it!]

Ohh good God ... I fail to reminisce when did I last abuse someone, in my head, so much!! Haha... but that psychotic freak deserved all of it! No, earnestly, if he would've said it all sarcastically I could've tolerated it in a better manner but he just kept genuinely criticizing me for no freaking reason and not just that... trust me, whatever I've written above is just a teaser!! 
Actually, I know a whole lot of humans who are just like him, in some way or the other.... People always love to mock you! Some of them do it harmlessly (& that 'some of them' are your friends... so that's cool) while...the rest mock you with malicious intentions! It's the 'rest' whom I'm pointing at here...  
Why are people so rancorous and sly?! I vehemently abhor every such person who even in "good humor" tries to be spiteful!!

I hate 'have tos'!

I've upgraded my blogger and yeah... it's different! I don't know in what way is this the "upgraded" version yet! Since I am not used to it, I am finding it too drab to work with!


Hmm,
So, long back when I revealed my love for writing to my bunch, they started teasing me saying "Soon you'll  be out with a book... blah..." and I used to laugh it off, giving them a "maybe".
Of course, I'd never contemplated about the idea of writing a book, earnestly... But, today I am certain about it! There is going to be no book!
Why? Well, I don't wanna state the reasons...
Also, writing is not only restricted to "books"! It's an art and it totally depends on your creativity, how you decide to play with it!  


'Devil woman' by Cliff Richard :)
I heard this song from the movie Housefull 2 on the radio today, I don't remember the lyrics or the title of the song but it is some papa song. This song is a ghastly Hindi version of 'We speak no Americano' !! It hugely sucks! Man... it's such a disgrace to the awesome original one!              


"Awareness without action is worthless" - Phil McGraw  
Something that I need to understand and IMPLEMENT!


Just sometime back I read an article by Osho. He is the first spiritual Guru, whom I've heard, promoting live-in relationships for a few years before marriage. Dude... I've started respecting this man more! Whatever things I've read, that he has written, always make sense to me. There's really lot to learn from him! No doubt Badi Mummy devoted him so religiously!
I don't understand why our society hates the idea of 'live-in' relationships! I personally believe more in live-in than marriage! There are too many 'have tos' in a marriage! Like, you have to throw these stupid wedding parties, you (girls) have to leave your parents but he still has his folks by his side, you have to stick to that person even if you realize you never loved him/her or love just never happened (because divorce is looked upon with contempt in the Indian society), you (guys) have to give huge pin-money to the wives (they should be earning themself) etc. etc. One single stupid certificate adds on too much of burden! It's like this binding obligation, which you have to fulfill and you just have to get married to be accepted by the society! 
I mean, why do you need a certificate to validate your relationship if you really love the person and if it's arranged marriage, you are stuck for the rest of your life (if at all true love never comes your way)?! 


(Again very subjective and mostly unacceptable by all!!)
Gasp, me and my exceptionally liberated ideas, I hope we find OUR space in the real world too!
Anyway,
I have to study now! 
(A month to go)