A couple of times before this, I had clicked on 'New Post' but closed the tab without saving the draft. Because I'd been dumping all my frustration in here, this blog was emitting extremely negative vibes and I couldn't write. So I decided to terminate the negativity by writing something which is not negative.
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I could not torment myself anymore. I wanted to heal. And so I became the assassin of my own ego. I got rid of the grudge. Now... I am healing.
Life puts you to test in many different ways. Coping with them is already arduous, why do you want to further burden yourself by holding a grudge?
I always knew I could avoid this and live a happier life, but it took me two years to gather the courage to end my suffering.
I am a slave to my own demons and am fighting for my freedom. I have defeated a couple of them by forgiving and forgetting some things. But I know this war is not going to end soon.
...............
I could not torment myself anymore. I wanted to heal. And so I became the assassin of my own ego. I got rid of the grudge. Now... I am healing.
Life puts you to test in many different ways. Coping with them is already arduous, why do you want to further burden yourself by holding a grudge?
I always knew I could avoid this and live a happier life, but it took me two years to gather the courage to end my suffering.
I am a slave to my own demons and am fighting for my freedom. I have defeated a couple of them by forgiving and forgetting some things. But I know this war is not going to end soon.
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