When...

Times when you feel dead... Times when you wish you were dead...


When you feel umpteen emotions together running in your veins and the volume of those emotions is enough to implode all your blood vessels! And just then you feel simply nothing... 


When there are only questions... 


Why??


When you want someone to walk away forever, no matter how agonizing it is for that someone or even for you... just for the sake of your mind's limpidity...


'We're holding on, letting go' by Ross Copperman.... the song feels perfect at the moment....


When you've gone adrift and music still helps....
Can't live without it... 


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When nothing helps... when you abjure all help...


It's the same old roller-coaster feeling... when you know nothing and either you're emotionless or at the crest of emotions...


"Zombie" by Cranberries... because some songs never lose the magic.


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Overwrought and sentimentally nauseous