Friend... not anymore...
When I see you, I can't see a friend anymore. All I see is disappointment, and I am sure you too feel the same. It's just sad how two people, who understood each other completely, suddenly fall apart so badly. Maybe, they were never meant to be together. How I wish, for once, you could know what the real problem was, how you brutally ripped my soul... and, rather than agreeing to the problem, you would just put an end to it... Sadly, it did not happen and I know it never will because you are not the person who cares enough... enough to bring those days back in MY life. And, for the record, your relationship was never the issue, really.
Trust me on this one, it's because of you that my belief in the word "Trust", which was almost dying anyway, has faded away completely. You may have lost a friend but I lost a part of me, and this is not an exaggeration. It's not a scar, it's an open wound, which will never heal. Partly, because I won't ever allow it to heal.
I'm not blaming you. I know, I have made my share of mistakes, but I just wanted you to make things better whereas you went on making them worse.
And now, to a certain someone...
You make me happy. Please continue doing so.
The butterflies in my tummy are not ready to leave. They love it here it seems! :) :D
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