Today if you ask me to describe human being in a single word, I would say insecurity.
Last whole week was like that, all I could see was insecurity brimming everywhere.
Why are we so insecure by nature?
Why can't we be satisfied with what we have in our hands?
I wondered...
Perhaps, it's because we see others having plenty of something we lack in, or because we had it earlier and now it's either fading away or it's completely gone.
Be it friendships, relationships, love, weight loss, money, job, career, future, anything, everything... insecurity persists and it always will.
It's like the tides, sometimes provoking high tides haunt your life, and then there are low tides that quietly come touch you and tread backwards
The problem with me is all people around me are infected with high intensity of insecurity, at the same time. And, I don't know about you but I do believe in the concept of 'vibes'. Yes, it's contagious - insecurity. No matter how hard you try to hide, it will for look you, grab you by the hand and punch you hard in the face.
I'm sick and tired - literally also, thanks to this stupid sinus attack - of people being at their rudest best and then blaming their 'insecurities' for it; of people shedding tears, making their loved ones feel helpless, because they are 'insecure' about a certain something; of people screaming at others in the most offensive tone and justifying to themselves that it was their 'insecurity' speaking and not them; and of all the rest who parade their 'insecurities' in various other ways.
I hope all of these discontent souls find peace in the coming week. I hope I find peace too. If not completely, at least a piece of peace. If not for long, at least for a couple of days.
Last whole week was like that, all I could see was insecurity brimming everywhere.
Why are we so insecure by nature?
Why can't we be satisfied with what we have in our hands?
I wondered...
Perhaps, it's because we see others having plenty of something we lack in, or because we had it earlier and now it's either fading away or it's completely gone.
Be it friendships, relationships, love, weight loss, money, job, career, future, anything, everything... insecurity persists and it always will.
It's like the tides, sometimes provoking high tides haunt your life, and then there are low tides that quietly come touch you and tread backwards
The problem with me is all people around me are infected with high intensity of insecurity, at the same time. And, I don't know about you but I do believe in the concept of 'vibes'. Yes, it's contagious - insecurity. No matter how hard you try to hide, it will for look you, grab you by the hand and punch you hard in the face.
I'm sick and tired - literally also, thanks to this stupid sinus attack - of people being at their rudest best and then blaming their 'insecurities' for it; of people shedding tears, making their loved ones feel helpless, because they are 'insecure' about a certain something; of people screaming at others in the most offensive tone and justifying to themselves that it was their 'insecurity' speaking and not them; and of all the rest who parade their 'insecurities' in various other ways.
I hope all of these discontent souls find peace in the coming week. I hope I find peace too. If not completely, at least a piece of peace. If not for long, at least for a couple of days.
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