Summertime Sadness by Lana Del Rey is an incredible number
"Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore."
In her shoes - the movie.
..........
They fell in love years back. They were not perfect, but they knew how to love each other perfectly. Years went by. The love remained the same, grew rather. Until 'change' came.
He met new people, he saw a new shade of life, he loved it, he changed. Because he wanted to.
She still stood there. Watching him become a stranger. Hoping it to be a plain phase. She waited long.
He was a different person now. It was the same old her.
She was helpless. They were supposed to be together 'forever' and he had simply vanished. There was this stranger disguised to be him, but it was not him.
He's not a bad person. He's not wrong or culpable.
She cried, yelped, prayed, feared... It's over.
How do you trust anyone after something like this happens? How do you trust anyone after knowing something like this can happen?
Being a mere spectator to this is so saddening and perturbing. I can't gauge the intensity of the pain and hurt she would be carrying in her heart right now. And, that he would, I believe, will go through at some given point of time in future.
Love is an illusion. Togetherness is a delusion. I was right in believing so.
.......
When no one succeeds in comforting you.
When no one manages to get even a faint smile on your face.
When no one cares enough for that little moment.
When no one makes you feel loved and wanted.
It's time you stop fretting about it and be there for yourself.
Only you can love you the way you've wanted to be loved.
Eagerly waiting for the exit of October heat and the mystical entry of the wonderous wintertide.
I wish...
Why do we wish so much!
"Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore."
In her shoes - the movie.
..........
They fell in love years back. They were not perfect, but they knew how to love each other perfectly. Years went by. The love remained the same, grew rather. Until 'change' came.
He met new people, he saw a new shade of life, he loved it, he changed. Because he wanted to.
She still stood there. Watching him become a stranger. Hoping it to be a plain phase. She waited long.
He was a different person now. It was the same old her.
She was helpless. They were supposed to be together 'forever' and he had simply vanished. There was this stranger disguised to be him, but it was not him.
He's not a bad person. He's not wrong or culpable.
She cried, yelped, prayed, feared... It's over.
How do you trust anyone after something like this happens? How do you trust anyone after knowing something like this can happen?
Being a mere spectator to this is so saddening and perturbing. I can't gauge the intensity of the pain and hurt she would be carrying in her heart right now. And, that he would, I believe, will go through at some given point of time in future.
Love is an illusion. Togetherness is a delusion. I was right in believing so.
.......
When no one succeeds in comforting you.
When no one manages to get even a faint smile on your face.
When no one cares enough for that little moment.
When no one makes you feel loved and wanted.
It's time you stop fretting about it and be there for yourself.
Only you can love you the way you've wanted to be loved.
Eagerly waiting for the exit of October heat and the mystical entry of the wonderous wintertide.
I wish...
Why do we wish so much!
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