Anyway, it wasn't one of my best days today (yesterday since it's past 12 AM). I was late, sad, disappointed, tired, annoyed, irritable, awry and ultra-furious!!
[It was also one of my very good friends birthday so belated happy birthday to him!]
Sometimes words do not suffice the expression of your emotions...
Sometimes, I know it's my fault, I am the one making purposeful and deliberate mistakes, I am acting flippant but I still want to cry and whine and fret about it!! I can be such a drama-queen at times!!
You know, I've observed, everyone tends to become a drama-queen at some point, even the boys! Though they will never agree to it due to their "testicle-ego"!
This year is a crucially important year for me, career-wise and I hope I duly respect it! There are many repayments to be made and I really want to be able to do that... But mere 'wanting' has never helped... I will have to move that butt and get to work and do something (No, many things!).
God, Daddy, BM where ever you guys are please bestow me with persistence and perseverance this year and that will be enough! I assure you guys, I will not ask for anything more this year except for my family and friends' pink health! This is what I always ask you guys for, every year, isn't it?! But this time you have to help me do it anyhow!!!
And, something that just happened:
So, I was just reading Shobha De's blog and the comments and I stumbled on this one fan who thanked her because he got into blogging after being inspired by her. And, out of curiosity, I visited that fan's blog (he had mentioned his URL in his comment, with a plea for Shobha De to visit it).
He blogs on movie reviews, Bollywood happenings and film industry and after reading some 7 reviews and 2 Bolly articles, I was assured that he really is an ardent Shobha De fan because all his views and reviews were adverse and spoke repugnantly against the subject matter! I mean, he didn't even inadvertently, mention a single good word about anyone or anything! I must say, there are too many 'Shobha De wannabes' flying around!!
[It was also one of my very good friends birthday so belated happy birthday to him!]
Sometimes words do not suffice the expression of your emotions...
Sometimes, I know it's my fault, I am the one making purposeful and deliberate mistakes, I am acting flippant but I still want to cry and whine and fret about it!! I can be such a drama-queen at times!!
You know, I've observed, everyone tends to become a drama-queen at some point, even the boys! Though they will never agree to it due to their "testicle-ego"!
This year is a crucially important year for me, career-wise and I hope I duly respect it! There are many repayments to be made and I really want to be able to do that... But mere 'wanting' has never helped... I will have to move that butt and get to work and do something (No, many things!).
God, Daddy, BM where ever you guys are please bestow me with persistence and perseverance this year and that will be enough! I assure you guys, I will not ask for anything more this year except for my family and friends' pink health! This is what I always ask you guys for, every year, isn't it?! But this time you have to help me do it anyhow!!!
And, something that just happened:
So, I was just reading Shobha De's blog and the comments and I stumbled on this one fan who thanked her because he got into blogging after being inspired by her. And, out of curiosity, I visited that fan's blog (he had mentioned his URL in his comment, with a plea for Shobha De to visit it).
He blogs on movie reviews, Bollywood happenings and film industry and after reading some 7 reviews and 2 Bolly articles, I was assured that he really is an ardent Shobha De fan because all his views and reviews were adverse and spoke repugnantly against the subject matter! I mean, he didn't even inadvertently, mention a single good word about anyone or anything! I must say, there are too many 'Shobha De wannabes' flying around!!
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