Only trying...

Times when you get sick of yourself, when you know the reasons behind you not taking the essential and quintessential actions but still those actions are the need of the hour and you know what the consequences will be if you don't do them.

'I don't need nobody telling me just what I wanna
what I what what what I wanna
do about my destiny
I say no, no
Nobody's telling me just what I wanna do, do
I'm so fed up of telling me to be
someone else but me'
That's 'Overprotected' by Britney Spears. I remember I was in SYJC when I first heard this song and fell in love with it instantly. I still love the song. I was a huge Britney Spears fan back then. I still like those old Britney favorites but I don't like her recent albums.

There are some songs after listening to which you feel that they were just made keeping your story in mind. :)

'Nobody's perfect' by Jessie J, has been my ringtone since quite sometime and I am yet not bored of it.

I read an article 'Anger is a product of fear' in Speaking tree today. Strange, I never thought of 'anger' in that manner.

............

There are too many thoughts running around in my mind at the moment. It's actually more of me trying to explain me certain awfully important things. I wish I could just begin with things... I don't know what's happened to me. Or, maybe I know but I still haven't found a way to sort things out. Anyway, I know I will soon get it sorted, no matter how arduous it is! I have to! There has to be a way out. Every locked room has a door. All you need is the right key to it.

And, sometimes an unexpected friend, comprehends your situation lucidly and says those perfect words and gives you the requisite advice... :)
But, in the end, it's you who has to make real use of that advice.

Two amazing quotes I read today...
"Life is a journey and you don't always choose the people with whom you travel that journey" - Gautama Buddha
"Overcome the forces of negative emotions by cultivating the counter forces, like love and compassion" - Dalai Lama