Well, I had been wanting to write since a few days but I kept avoiding because of my laziness and also I dint know what to write...I mean there are just too many things going on and so many thoughts also, I am unable to transform them into words.
I know what is it that's necessary right now, that's to be done now. Because I am running away from the actuality, my sub-conscious mind is forbidding me to do the things I enjoy and writing (blogging included) being one of them, I am not allowing myself to do it. I know its bizarre but that's how my system works!
The other day I had gone out for a walk (after days or months maybe), it felt real good, just walking, not paying attention to the people passing by, staring at the sky, the trees and the vehicles. I felt as if I had not seen them since long, these things, the nature, are invariably here but due to the rush of life (lol though i am not quite sure that my life is a rush or not) we tend to ignore them.
The tree with light green colored leaves and bearing yellow flowers that looked like grapes hanging...such a pretty sight! The sky was painted in the lightest shade of blue with white clouds which could be seen only if you gaze at it keenly. The vehicles that were whizzing from the opposite direction (not to mention I was paying attention and walking on the pavement) made me feel the peace inside me, for half an hour I was just on foot thinking about nothing at all, just blank!
Occasionally, listening to some soft old songs and such walks are some of the things that make me go blank when I am going through the 'neurotic phase' (which is very frequent!).
Anyway, right now I am enjoying a few Cranberries tracks, 'Just my imagination, it was...' and 'I miss you when you are gone..' Also 'Thank you ' by Dido is very relaxing. These songs, Its just their music and the voice quality of their artists that's so soothing and pleasing to the ears especially when you are not in the mood to think about any thing whatsoever!
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