Tring Tring…

There was a time when my phone never used to stop ringing. I used to be on phone invariably. Whenever I found any free time I would call up my friends or cousins. My boss, my parents and everyone was pissed at me for being on the phone 24*7.

Today my phone doesn’t even squeak in an entire day and neither do I call people. I guess this is what is people call growing up, when we lose touch with many of our friends and relatives, all we think about is to make our career and obtain the big goal, all the other things are left behind.

My dad says, “This is the right time, what your young blood can do and achieve now won’t be possible after a few years and so you should drop out EVERYTHING ELSE and concentrate only towards your career”.

Why can’t I have both now? A good professional as well as social life… the CA course that I am in, doesn’t allow you to have a social life, before entering it, I didn’t know this!  Now that I am doing it, I will have to become its slave… My teachers say, “You should see the positive side i.e. the bright future instead of cribbing now”.

The course is not culpable here…if you have taken it, u have to do it, no matter what it takes! You know I can go on, on this topic like forever and why just me, any CA student can write a book on it! But, I will stop now because I have got to study now… also I am not liking writing about it anymore!!

Right now I am just scared, very very scared...it feels mortal...not just studies or work but everything!! I guess its my low moment and I know its temporary...perseverance is the only way out but with this procrastinating attitude I fear where will I land myself!! See that's why I always say, knowing your mistake and working on it are two drastically different things...its all personal experience!!