Tuesday, June 12, 2012

My POV!

Was watching 'Mere yaar ki shaadi hai' on Max yesterday, at this time.
I guess I was in 8th grade when the movie came out and since then each time it's been on TV and I've had the knowledge of it, I've seen it. In short, I love the movie!


YashRaj Movies are always worth watching... even if the script sucks, the locations and the cinematography wins you over!


Anyway so,
'Ek ladka aur ladki kabhi dost nai ho sakte...' , a discussion that goes on between Riya and Sanjay in the very start of the movie.
Hmmm... I guess everyone would've had this discussion with a friend, at least once.
As much as I hate to admit, the statement is not completely false!
Why?
I don't know... May be because everyone is so keen on looking for love every where that they even start considering their best friends.
Perhaps I'm wrong but it's just a personal observation.
Actually, it's the movies that are more culpable here, I mean for eg.,
'Made of honor', 'Ek main aur ek tu', 'Sky high', 'My best friend's wedding', 'Some kind of wonderful', etc etc etc.
All of them promote the subject of best friends falling in love. 
Okay so, is it a thumb rule that if you have a best friend from the opposite sex (and otherwise in case of homosexuals) and that friend understands you well, you are in frequent touch with that friend and you like the company... you have to date that friend?!
All of this is too subjective and situational. 
Actually, the society since the very beginning has always accepted a boy either as a brother or as a husband to a girl. Though the people have become open-minded about the 'friendship' aspect between a boy and a girl, with time but still some remnants of ancient orthodoxical and narrow-minded beliefs haven't vacated the human minds yet!


And, the struggle is still on...

Listening to Lost by Coldplay... Love it!

Basshunter- First time I heard the song was few days before the Taj-terror attack and each time I listen to the song, those visuals of terrorists firing at CST, Grenade explosions from the hotel windows and the blood shed, start running in my head and I get the cold-creeps! I can never forget those 3 terror-filled days, that attack had a huge impact on all the Mumbaikars, I guess... I vividly remember everything that happened in those 3 days. Still get tears in my eyes reminiscing that time. 
And, that Goddamn Kasab is still breathing the Indian air!! I mean, I respect the Indian law and order and also the fact that everyone is given an opportunity to be heard and defend themselves here but for heaven's sake, we know he is the culprit, he had ghastly and malicious intentions and also had killed many innocent lives so why the wait?!
Then I think, perhaps this serves him better... let him plead for his life, let him live in the fear of death, let him be all restless and anxious as to what and when will the court decide for him and then finally after all the mental torture, he should be sentenced to death! 
All in all, I want him dead, sooner or later!! 





Saturday, June 9, 2012

Why does it so happen that when you are not at the peak of happiness, every such person who is singing happy, annoys you?!

hmm....
Insecurities and inhibitions... why is it so difficult to get rid of them??

You know, I could have been miserable about it but I decided not to make it a big deal and let it go... and now it doesn't bother me... say 2 months back, when it happened, I was a lil stumped but I handled it pretty well! Though, there are times when I question Mr God but then I know He'll never be unfair to me.

Aaaaarrrrrggghhhhhh!
I hate this ! I hate this! I hate this!!
The feeling of deprivation... The air of annoyance.... Ugh!!

I can be such a sucker, at times!!

Life is not a cinch for anyone. Everyone is living in some sort of crises. Each time I see around, I feel mine is easier.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

I hate rains! ;) :P

Yes, I am a feminist! So... Is that a problem?! Umm... I don't think so ;)


'God is a girl'- an all time favorite!


'Promiscuous girl' by Nelly Furtado is on the radio. I guess it came out when I was in SYJC and me & one of my cousins were all gaga about it... I still like that number.
"It's okay, it's alright, I got something that you don't like..."
Back then, Nelly Furtado was all that I used to listen all day!


And the monsoon has begun.... 
Shew... finally, the summer is done with!!


Speaking of monsoon, just yesterday a friend popped up the same old mysterious question... 'Why are you single?'
Hahaha... okay so I've never understood how to answer that question and as far as I remember, each time, I've answered different
So yaa... we were talking about rains and I mentioned how I hate them, on that she said ' Once you get into a relationship, you'll love rains!' and I said 'Umm Okay!!!!'
This friend is not the first girl who has made this statement. A few of my other girlfriends had also said the same once...
Okay so let me make it clear, I hate rains but I don't hate monsoon! Meaning I hate the wetness, the dampness and the swamp about monsoon but I truly love the sweet and mellow fragrance of the soil embedded in the swirling monsoon breeze and of course, the floral greenery!! hmmmm.... I love that and what I love more is a stroll in such weather, PROVIDED it's not raining or even drizzling and the roads are not all that damp and swampy!! 
Pretty complicated huh...that's why to make it short and avoid the excess blabber, I say I hate rains! 
Anyway so,
these are the things that I like and dislike about monsoon and I don't think, I know that this will remain the SAME despite of what my relationship status is!!!
Phew... 
Why do people make a big deal about singlehood? 
To this, a friend answered, 'Because everyone around you is dating so being single really becomes a big deal!!'
Damn... it's ridiculously hilarious!


'You give the strength to me' - love the song! 


New in town- nice movie :)






Monday, June 4, 2012

In the groove :D

Mujhse fraanship karoge- Cute :)

Mango Cake- My new love! :D
(the taste is still lingering in my mouth.... damn... how can something ever taste soooooo crazily delectable!!! I wish it was low calorie, I'd eat it all the time!)

Okay so...
I was just reminiscing how I was this silly girl who was always scared to do anything and everything, some years back! I used to be scared and intimidated invariably... I still remember how scared I was to open an Orkut account, I actually asked my mom whether I should do that!
And now, I never ask, I just do!
Damn, have I changed!
Though not completely...

Listening to Futuristic Lover by Katy Perry....
"Boy, your an alien
your touch are foreign
it's super natural
extra-terrestrial"


Katy Perry is damn good!

"Coz baby your a firework
c'mon show'em what your worth..."


Ohh,I love her!


Am I in a good mood or what! :D
It was an awesomely amazing weekend!

I had really expected a lot of writing to come my way post exams but none did! :(

I loveeee Movies!

Reading The Gift by Cecelia Ahern currently...

Love to dance!

Oh and FYI I still abhor summer!!

Damn, since when am I trying to download a few tracks but something's wrong, unable to download!!! Aaaarrgghh!! :/

'Good Girl', this movie always gets me thinking...

And,
I don't get why do guys love to assume that every girl who tries to interact with them is interested in them!!!
Dude, get a life... Shit aren't they desperate!! If a girl approaches you, it doesn't always mean she wants to sleep with you! Please for Christ's sake grow up and for once think of things other than intercourse and blow-jobs!!! Boys are highly and over-excessively self centered! And then they ask me why am I single!! Hellllooo....

(I am not generalizing, there can be exceptions but I haven't stumbled across many yet!)

Some freaky jerk concluded that I have a crush on a so-so friend's boyfriend just because I once said he looks good! What single-mindedness!! Since when did appreciating good looks turn into having an infatuation! Fuckerr! Ugh... I feel like shoving him off from the 26th floor of any goddamn sky-scrapper!!

I told him, how sick his thought process is but I still feel morbid reminiscing that conversation.... Dude I feel like puking on your face!!

Anyway... I need not let some thick-headed and obtuse fool affect me!
*Sigh* 


'Like I love you' by JT :))


Friday, June 1, 2012

losing grip

When you are running late, running late on life...

Some bad habits that are catching up and some good habits that are fading away...

Just looking at the world from a distant peak is not called living a life, you've got to be a part of that world and not a mere spectator, in order to validate your life...


Travelling places gives me that kinda feeling... the one that is difficult to verbalize...

Pizza - One of the best creation humankind has ever been able to beget!

I simply loathe summer!!! Ugh!
I wish the equator belt could shift away!

When the things that perturbed once, don't matter to you anymore... calmness follows

When the clandestine evil face of someone whom you once referred as a friend comes to your knowledge and you realize what an asshole that someone really is... all you can feel is sorry for that asshole! ;)

Stronger- Kelly Clarkson :)



A picture of me from a recent trip that made me wonder....

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Promises are meant to be broken!

Promises... I have never believed in them, no matter how close the person making the promise is to me or what relation do I share with that person. I don't know why everyone else believes?!
'Promises are meant to be broken', a saying that was encrypted in my veins at a very young age. 


A very good friend, whom I just spoke to, became yet another victim to "promises"! I just hope and pray that Mr God gives my friend all the strength to deal with these dire circumstances!


They say, you should not see the promises made but the intentions of the person who made them... All of it is crap because people change and so do their intentions... 


Assurances, guarantees, promises, commitments... are mere words that are cogent and help you convince others... that's it!


Anyway so,
Why do some people find it difficult to accept singlehood?!
A friend, who has been 'single since birth', is brooding and sulking at being so & has eaten up all of my tiny little brain... haha...
How crazy can you get! I mean, seriously, go date any guy/gal you want to if you are so eager, it's as simple! This is not something to moan about!


And,
'Rang de basanti' - The movie of my generation.
There is nothing about this movie that I don't love! The background score, songs, screenplay, dialogues, acting, locations, etc everything is more than perfect!


In the last 3 days, I've seen like 9 horror/thriller flicks and I'm still not done! :D :) 


  

Monday, May 21, 2012

hmm...

18th and 19th of May have been the best days of 2012 for me, by far!
Writing, dancing, drinking, good food, long drive, laughing, friends, fun and everything that I like and have been wanting to do, happened in these 2 days! 

And,
A little pissed with the scenario around me right now!
Aaaarrrggghhh!
Don't know how to deal with myself in this situation....



Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Hoping and hoping and hoping and still hoping.....

Why can't rationality and positivity go hand in hand, for once?!
If I am positive, I am being impractical and if I am practical, then I lack a positive attitude...


So how do I do this?
Should I be positive about the future outcomes and then accept whatever that transpires later? 
OR 
Should I practice a rational approach, stop weaving stupid dreams and living in denial and accept what might happen in the future, right from the beginning?
.......................
Jeez... I guess, I'll keep oscillating between the two, because we can never decide what we want to feel or think... maybe we try to curb those feelings when they erupt at first but we can never stop them from coming to life...


hmm....


A Jewish proverb, "I ask not for lighter burden, but for broader shoulders".


The other day, I was watching SNL and I saw this gig where Justin Timberlake was a bottle of beer and Lady Gaga played a bottle of wine.... I loved that gig and the way JT said "Bring it on down to liquorville" each time, was H-O-T!!


Things, people that you leave behind... and times when you wish you could still have them... Isn't it strange, when we can have it, we never want it and once it's gone and not available anymore, you feel as though you always wanted it... 
ABSURD is the word for us humans!

And, 
When someone suddenly gets the life you've always dreamed of... the exact same things happen to them that you happened to dream (or rather day-dream) to be happening with you... and now you are just a mere spectator to all of it... it leaves you stumped, blued, speechless and exasperated!!!
And then comes acceptance... which marks the beginning of your new set of dreams!!


I am becoming unhinged by each passing day.... DUDE, wake up and let bygones (really) be bygones!! 


Anyway just 2 days more and a different shade of craziness will begin... I wanted things to go well so that I would welcome this new phase with a HUGE smile... nevertheless, I can still manage an average smile ;)


'Hit the road Jack' by Ray Charles always sets my mood up! What a pep-up!



Saturday, May 12, 2012

Shit.... I am totally wigging out right now!!
*Gasp*
Don't wanna talk it out to anyone....
But seriously I am feeling extremely unnerved at the moment!
..............
Why did I do this?!!
Fuckshit!!

*Gasp*
I need to calm down now!
Okay.... *Sigh*
C'mon, just collect yourself sedately...
And, solemnly try to mend things...

Damn!!