one by two

Office.
Sometimes its just us, we over-think. The other person is not always the bad guy.

People are not that difficult to deal with, we make ourselves believe that they are. I know, I too have umpteen times said that its not a cinch being around people rather being happy around them but eventually I always realize it never was a big deal.

Another thing that got me thinking was, whether to say it out or not?
For say, when having a conversation with a bunch of people, you have so many things in head that you can say but you choose to stay mum. How does it matter if you speak your heart?
Now, there are countless reasons why you don't say it but for how long will this continue?
There will be a time when you'll stop not talking, when you'll start being yourself. So why not do it right away!

I think I shouldn't have done it, that thing. But now, it's all said and done so rather than fretting about it, I should do something constructive.

Home.
Feel, speak, enjoy, love, live, cry, suffer, make mistakes, be outrageous, apologize, learn, discover yourself!
Now is what we have. Who knows world might really end on 21/12/12!!
Haha...
What if it actually does?

When you wonder about death, you realize who are the ones that truly matter to you and you would wish to spend more time with them before everything is over.
If believing in 21/12/12 helps you express your love to your loved ones, then you are not as stupid as people would think!

I love Mumbai. People here can be as sweet as bitter they are! Confusing naa?? That's how we are.

Adele-Skyfall. Love it like crazy!

P.S.: I wrote half the post at work but then I got busy so I saved it as a draft and now added more and posted, hence the title!

Weekends and me

Expectations- The entire world, happenings and non-happenings, everything basically revolves around them!

Weekdays are going better than weekends.
New people and new life have taken over me...

Last weekend I remember my friend saying I've changed and that things are not as they used to be.
I pondered over this for quite sometime and concluded that either I'm being selfish or its that friend... I couldn't decide who though...

Weekends- This is the first time in life that I know how weekends look like.

....
What happened to us?
We weren't like this before!
Its not just me but you too.
You have someone to hold on to, I don't.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself and be considerate.

Right now, only reading can help me so I'll get back to my book!

Post no. 200

Surrounded by strangers only, I'm thrown out of my comfort zone and I'm liking it. I'm looking forward to take what life has to offer me. After all, how different can people be! We are all similar at heart.

What makes you beautiful-One Direction

There is so much to learn, I realize everyday
How bad my intellect is, I realize everyday
How willing I'm to learn, I realize everyday

And,
Men are shit! I don't think I need to elucidate the veracity of this statement!

I'm fine!

To begin with, let me clearly state that I'm fine. Happy and content. Truly.

Things and people that shape you as a person, for life; that are responsible for you being the way you are.

About the missing piece/peace:
I realized it is that something, that's always been missing and that will always be missing, for life. It's not me who can change it. As a matter of fact, there exists nothing that can change it, not even you Mr God!

Being happy is a choice and not a circumstance that's imposed on anyone, I know it very well and follow it too. No fucking high philosophies needed!

"I used to think I was special and only I have proved me wrong..." - Scratch by Kendall Payne.

I wish...
Why do we wish so much!

'The missing piece' or rather 'The missing peace'

Hair-cut and shopping - Life's good!
I feel beautiful today! :D

With so many positive things happening around, I should be feeling ecstatic but why do I feel like something is missing... What is it that is wrong?
Perhaps I'm so used to having something going amiss with me that when everything's perfect, I'm not able to gulp it in.
Or
There really is something missing...
I know, not going to Goa sucks but I've overcome that  now so that's not the subject of my anxiety.

Sigh...

I'm stupid!

Locked out of heaven - Bruno Mars
Jiya re - Neeti Mohan (JTHJ)

I reminisce, a few weeks back I was thinking, the ones who stand by your side, even during the moments when you hate them, are the ones who really and truly love you. But then, I discerned that these people still love you because you never showcased your hatred expressly, you either abhorred them inwardly or behaved a little cranky with them at times.
The truth is, No one can stand you, when you start behaving the way you feel, no matter how special or important you are to them!

My stepping stone!

Datamatics Global Services Ltd.- Content Writer.

Thank you Mr God!

Who knows if this could be that turning point...

No Goa for me. Of course it feels sad not be a part of it but I can manage now, I guess... because Mr God helped! 

Exam postponed!

My last exam which was supposed to be tomorrow got postponed due to Balasaheb's demise. I don't know how I feel or how I should feel, whether I should be sad about it or relieved that I've some more time to study.
I don't know the date when the exam will be held next, that's not out yet.
Restless.

When you cannot do anything about the way things are turning out or perhaps you should've but you refrained from doing the same... anger is the only emotion you feel the most. You know the source of your exasperation but you don't know how to kill it. It just keeps augmenting all the time. I guess, the only way it can stop impacting you is when you get completely used to it; you should get so accustomed to it that the anger shouldn't matter anymore. But if you are someone who expresses anger then God help you!

One more night by Maroon 5- awesomeness!

Desirous

There is so much I want to do,
There is so little time left.

I wish I knew things previously.
If I would, would I be any different from what I am?

Exploration may not always lead towards the goal
But it does most of the times.

The fear of not making it is always daunting
So should I sit back and not try at all?

Perhaps I don't have it me
But that doesn't mean I never will!

How can I not hope,
When hope is the only way to survive!

How should I not dream,
When dreaming is the reason I'm alive!

There is so much I want to do,
There is so little time left.

long time, no see!

So here I am... My comp is back!

From the last time I blogged upto today, lot of things have gone wrong. I've lost my balance and everything has become so unmanageable but I'm holding up... well, I'm trying to!

I've fallen in love with Grey's Anatomy. I can relate so well with Meredith sometimes (not always). I guess every girl would.

Missed out on lot of movies and music.

I've got so many things on my mind, some I'm not able to word out and some I don't want to!

Sometimes all you need is a guiding elaborated road map, in fact at all times!

For now, this is it...
I'll keep visiting often bloggy doggy! Love you!