Be busy. Be fine.

As we grow up, we care less about the world and more about us.
Or maybe not... it's a plain observation and not a conclusion.

 Heart Attack- Demi Lovato
Skyfall- Adele

I try to keep myself as busy as I can. It helps.

When a couple of so called "best friends" break your trust at the same time, you lose all the faith you ever had. But, as days pass by, the trust on life, on God returns. Though it takes more than just a few days or weeks to trust humans again.

Be the one- Ne-Yo

Self-discipline is an essential requirement for every human being.

"The first and the best victory is to conquer self." - Plato

There are moments when you are not particularly everyone's favorite. In fact, you can't go any more farther from that. During such moments, it's very easy to feel lonely because you don't feel loved. So, go for the midway, try not to feel lonely or loved. You'll feel fine.

Good Intent- Kimbra
Aashiqui 2 - Melodious!

Finally, I decided my path after a lot of thinking, being restless and brooding for days. I sort of now know what I want to do. As of now, stability is something I need to hold on to.

Advertising is fun and intriguing. :)

http://thedreamsville.blogspot.in/2012/09/a-new-me.html - I still believe so and always will.

What goes around comes around- JT

Got to work. Toodles.

Not my words.

"Is this what you want to be, a spoilt care-free woman, who only thinks about her own convenience?" "You don't matter anymore!" "And, by the way its weak and not week." "You have changed, they have changed you..." "I should be hating you." "You are guilty."

Devil on board! (SOS)

There are times when I want to be told what to do, because at such times I lose the sense of making decisions.

I hate my phone... I'm not able to transfer music in it.
Aaaaarrrrgghhh!

'Idle mind is devil's workshop'
Devil is working in mine right now, so I can vouch for the veracity of this saying.

Trust. It's like promise, meant to be broken. Will I ever learn?
I don't regret having you in my life and I also don't regret chucking you out.

Yet another change is about to take place. Some more important decisions to be taken.

Moving on...
You still matter a lot, but not as much now. Your constant absence in my life has helped me move on.
Yes, sometimes you have to let go certain friendships, because no matter how hard you try, complications will always be there.
The lesson that I've learned over time - there is no such thing as "soulmates".
It's only true in the books and fictional stories. 'In real life', as a friend said and I quote, 'there are only holemates and not soulmates, if you know what I mean'.

I wish... Why do we wish so much!

Generation gap or expectation trap?

Now, I know how Chandler, Joey, Monica and Phoebe were feeling when they were locked inside Monica's bedroom while Rachel and Ross were having their 'we were on a break' fight, out in the hall.
Though the situation is not exactly the same, it is similar.

Parenting is a tough task.
As humans we all prefer give-and-take relationships but as parents, humans can only have give-and-expect relationship with their kids.
Why if you ask...
It's not me who can answer, but life...

Capricorn. Really?

There are too many things I'm not satisfied with currently.
Yes, we are never satisfied and eventually it is your way of looking at things.
Perhaps I'm taking life at large very negatively but that's how the situation is right now. I can't really help it, and I'm allowed to be mad at certain people and certain things; I have allowed myself, to be precise.

*Sigh*

Nothing and no person can help me here... I don't need any help anyway. I've always been self-sufficient in such situations.
I've lost count of the number of times I get this kind of feeling or I get stuck in such situations. Though this one is not as bad.

Anyway, moving on... (I have too)
Today, for an hour we did not have any work in office, so I was googling about zodiac signs. Capricorn especially, since that's me. I don't really believe in it, the horoscope, but whatever gives me hope for positive things to come always makes me feel good.
This is not the first time I've read about my sun sign, and I've always felt that I'm not a typical Capricornian. There are many prominent traits of Capricornains, which I lack. Not that it makes any difference; it's just an observation. On the other hand, there are certain characteristics of Capricornians that totally define me.
Perhaps, that's how it is for everyone, when it comes to zodiac.
But, I don't feel like a Capricornian, however silly it may sound.

Perhaps I played satan...

I remember praying for a petty thing to Mr. God. It was a silly wish but the way in which He granted that wish is something I had never imagined.
I'm sorry... if at all I was the reason behind this happening to you...
This is not the first time Mr. God has made me realize that one should always be careful about what they are wishing for because you never know in what way will it be granted.
It may be stupid on my part to feel so but the co-incidence is such that I shall consider myself guilty for life...

Now I know how Gretel felt...

What previously appeared as a dreamland, now looks like a slaughter-house decorated with candy and cream.

I have lost all sense of right and wrong, good and bad, life and death.
Not that I had much of it before...

 

Tears don't help anymore, but they still won't give up...

Trying to see the brighter side

Sometimes the glass seems half empty and sometimes it seems half full.
It's not the attitude you have invariably, it is the attitude you choose to have for different situations.

Vibes- I so believe in them

It's been three years that I've been into writing but somehow I still hesitate calling myself a writer

Somethings in life have to be bad, they just can't change because that's how Mr God wants it to be.

Too many things going on in my mind, regarding people around me. I wish I could set my anger free...

One should ALWAYS try to see the brighter side. That's what I've always believed and followed. Yes cribbing is allowed to a certain extent as that is normal I believe. But, I do look at the brighter side of life. :)

Also,
When you are single, you expect more from your "friends" and somehow even if they do as much as they can, its just never enough. That's why you should always have some other single friends around. And this is not just me, its an observation and was also a topic of discussion between me and a single friend. ;)

Expectation is a funny word.
But never forget to question yourself whether you are able to meet their expectations, before accusing them.

It was one of those black days today, when life seemed unfair and all the dirt from the past made my eyes burn.

There are times when you feel like what do they care about whatever you go through in life and then you realize that even if they do, it doesn't really matter.