I see!

Colors are the source of emotions. Each color invokes a different feeling inside. Each of them has special characteristics and a different meaning.

There’s only one common thing among all, each of them is beautiful. Yet in that similarity also there is a difference, the beauty of each has a different and unique shape.

They symbolize sadness. They symbolize happiness. And, all that lie in between. They impart beauty to every object, living or non-living.

It’s so hard to imagine life without color.

You can’t see the grayish road while you walk.  You miss that green little torn packet with light gold bordering of Radha Souf lying on the road. You can’t see the brown dog with white patches barking at a dark beggar with a white beard embellished with dirt, whose body is covered with dusty red and brown rags.

They are present in everything, big or small, real or unreal, natural or man-made. Even if you close your eyes or turn blind, you will see only one thing, black color.

Looking at life in that one single color keeps you deprived of those little feelings, epiphanies and discomforts, which only other colors are capable of producing.

Today, I want to thank Mr. God for bestowing me with the ability to see, for allowing me to feel every possible emotion.

Mixed Fruit Salad.

I don’t know what to do with myself! Procrastination has its roots stuck deep inside of me!

I've read a lot of articles on most writers being a victim to procrastination but I don’t want to be in that writers’ list or at least not in the first hundred.

Solution: Kill the laziness.

I’m feeling sick, physically and mentally.

This Sunday was fun. I miss Winter. 

One thing I noticed, sometimes you tend to say things just for the heck of it, to have a conversation going. At that time you feel what am I saying, do I even mean it, do I agree with myself, why am I talking like that. But, later you’ll realize, it was your sub-conscious mind speaking and it will all make sense then. And perhaps, you might be embarrassed that you revealed your true and hidden feelings out in the open.  

I like working in the nights with light music playing along. I like blogging while doing so. 

You know an eyelash cannot actually fulfill that big dream, that wish of yours but still sometimes out of hope you like to believe that it will do so, and you softly blow it from the back of your palm, which I just got to know is also known as 'Opisthenar'.
What is life without hope? Death, maybe (I know that was a rhetorical question I stated but the answer just came to me instantly.)

Music at the moment:
Life is Short
Since you've been around
Daddy Cool
Here is a heart
Scratch 
Other side of the world
The dog song
(Yes, these are the same old numbers I like.)

There's maddening traffic everyday in Mumbai. Traffic that doesn't allow any vehicle to move for hours! It's becoming difficult to cope with travelling in this city now.

NO HORN OK PLEASE

What is it with Mumbaikars and honking?

Okay so, you are stuck in traffic and want to reach some place urgently so you start honking like mad. For once, please notice that others are also stuck in the same traffic, and the person driving the vehicle ahead of you is not having the time of his life in that situation.

Stop creating unnecessary noise pollution you fucking moron!!

MONSOON GO SOON

Due to rains, all autowalas have become very pricey, quite literally also. I’m so mad at these autowalas; they think of themselves as the kings of Mumbai, which they are not! I badly need a Vespa now.
Soon I shall get one for myself post monsoon.

Anyway,
I should get back to work now and maybe pop another Crocin!

Planet of Naricissists

Many a times I feel I’m a narcissist. Then I wonder who isn’t. And then I realize, I’m defending myself by generalizing this behavior, which adds to my narcissism. 

But, coming to think of it, I still haven’t met a single person who is not a narcissist and does not wish to seek attention in some way or the other. I don’t know how not to be one amongst them, but I really want to.

Realization always comes easy. But, doing the right thing is always arduous.

Monsoon is depressing. Or maybe my mood is… Whatever, I’m not very fond of rains anyway!

Doodling is like meditation for me. It always helps. It may not impart any positivity in me but it does clear all the negativity from the head.

Yesterday night, I was randomly thinking how my life has changed, it’s like complete revamping. I’m happy with the way it is right now. I’m happy that I learned to follow my heart. I’m happy that I’m doing it my way. I’m happy there won’t be any more blaming-others. The successes and failures will be completely mine. My life is completely mine.  No, this is not called being narcissist, it is called being alive.

It was all going good until last week. This week was very off.

Anyway... I'm sure days will get better.

Rambling in the noon.

I love my work!
Advertising is Awesome. Advertising is life.
And writing... it's me.

Need to work on certain things. It's high time!

One of the worst things happening in life right now is I don't get to listen to music much due to my bum phone, which annoys me like nothing else does!
Yes, I still grumble about it and will continue to do so until I get myself a good MP3 Player! I need one so desperately. Can't live without music! :( :'(

There's not much of pondering happening in my head but suddenly there's this urge to travel. I know everyone would love to see new places, meet new people, experience new cultures, breath in a different air, get that celestial feeling. I am no different. I want to do all of that.

When I told one of my friend about this, he said I must have seen YJHD recently, and its the movie talking. I told him, I haven't and that this is not the first time I'm getting this craving.
I'm aware of the fact that not all wishes come true, but by now I also know, if you are determined and the wish is realistic enough, you can make it come true.

Back-bitching, eh?

Is there a person in your life, for whom you haven't spoken badly behind their back?
Have you told them all that you felt about them, when you were annoyed at them?
There's no lies between you?

What led me thinking about this, if you ask... I got introduced to some "bitching" done by a friend recently.
Human tendency, you see. You don't like someone, you will want others to understand why you don't like them and join the hatred club, just to feel better. More importantly, to feel right!

So, is there anyone in my life I've never really spoken ill about to others but them?
Yes, two people. My baby and a friend, maybe because they understand my intentions more than my behavior, which no one else does. That doesn't mean we don't fight or argue.

Point to be noted.
One should always have that one person in life who will understand their intentions more than their behavior. These people know the real you. But, the worst thing to do to them will be taking them for granted. Then again, the best part about them, they will still understand and keep no malice in the heart.

So, does it mean that others are not as important in your life, or you in their's?
No, importance is still there, it's the understanding and trust that lacks behind.

Uff... Trust? Again, really?
I think, I'm over-doing it!
I'm obsessed with the word and at the same time, with its existence in the real world!

P.S.: One should still not trust ANYONE with their real secrets. If you already have, then be ready to have certain regrets (like me).

Choose your words wisely.

Forgiveness comes easy, trust doesn’t. It either takes years or never happens again.

Words. Why don’t people realize how powerful they are! They can break someone’s heart, make someone smile, break a promise, give an assurance. Too many happenings and non-happenings are dependent on your choice of words. Anger is a terrorist that makes use of words as a weapon in the most disastrous and ghastly manner possible.

And,

At times I feel, I force myself to think in a certain way in order to protect myself from getting hurt but mostly, I don’t listen to myself and end up feeling like shit.

Everyday’s to-do list:

• Obey yourself
• Don’t eat too much
• Think outside the box
• Keep your temper in check

BFF - Best Fake Friend

It’s about time you realize that BFF stands for “Best Fake Friend” and nothing else! ;)

You might be thinking it’s because of some recent silly issues or cold war with certain friends that I’m feeling so. But, the truth is there is no such thing as “Forever”! Even many philosophers say nothing is forever. Every now and then, some incidents occur that reintroduce me to this fact… and for rest of the times, I forget about it and live like a fool in the phoney world of silly expectations!

It feels good not to give a fuck. I wish I could do that more often. ;)

.......

And,

Yesterday was one of the best days of my life. I love my baby so much. I wish he has the brightest future of all. I am the proudest sister on this planet! :D

Sigh...

It's Hot!
Thank God for the AC!

Okay so...
Those who say that you have changed and they don't need the new you in their life, never really knew you.
Life is divided into umpteen phases & those who stand by you in every of your phase, only know the true you.
The one who says, "You were an emotional & caring angel earlier and now you've turned into a carefree & outspoken bitch," is here to hamper your growth as a human.
Everyone has to see the bad side of life and if you become strong and not emotionally dependent on anyone, that's an achievement! If someone wants you to be an emotional sissy only so that they feel their own importance in your life, it's better to stay away from them. They define selfishness.
Perhaps they only loved those few qualities in you and not YOU, which is sad! Any person with such similar virtues will serve their purpose, it's not necessary for them that the person should be you.

Also...
No one will come to you when you sulk & brood. NO ONE. Put up a fake happy face and see how people will be hovering around you like bees.

Looking at the brighter side of life, I love my work.
Last week due to my laziness, some of my work had to suffer. I need to be careful about that bit.  

And...
I still get those "You are so lucky" & "Your life is so sorted" reactions from those girls, who are in a relationship or had a bad one in the past.
Haha... it's funny!
At work, all I hear is boyfriend talk! Initially it was annoying because the girls had nothing else to talk about but now I've grown used to it.
One female from work said and I quote, "Once you start seeing someone, that relationship becomes the most important of all other relationships in your life, even your friendships, and you cannot help it. It happens with everyone. Maybe that's how it's supposed to be."
I couldn't agree more with her. And it's valid, love is an exciting emotion and it sets you free because you finally find that ultimate feeling of happiness. So for the person who is the source of this ultimate happiness, it's only fair to put them on a pedestal.

So long bloggy doggy. Thanks, I feel lighter!

Be busy. Be fine.

As we grow up, we care less about the world and more about us.
Or maybe not... it's a plain observation and not a conclusion.

 Heart Attack- Demi Lovato
Skyfall- Adele

I try to keep myself as busy as I can. It helps.

When a couple of so called "best friends" break your trust at the same time, you lose all the faith you ever had. But, as days pass by, the trust on life, on God returns. Though it takes more than just a few days or weeks to trust humans again.

Be the one- Ne-Yo

Self-discipline is an essential requirement for every human being.

"The first and the best victory is to conquer self." - Plato

There are moments when you are not particularly everyone's favorite. In fact, you can't go any more farther from that. During such moments, it's very easy to feel lonely because you don't feel loved. So, go for the midway, try not to feel lonely or loved. You'll feel fine.

Good Intent- Kimbra
Aashiqui 2 - Melodious!

Finally, I decided my path after a lot of thinking, being restless and brooding for days. I sort of now know what I want to do. As of now, stability is something I need to hold on to.

Advertising is fun and intriguing. :)

http://thedreamsville.blogspot.in/2012/09/a-new-me.html - I still believe so and always will.

What goes around comes around- JT

Got to work. Toodles.